why do straight ppl think they can whine about gay ppl “throwing their sexuality in our faces” when almost every waking second of every minute of every day of my life is filled with heterosexual romance media and heteronormativity. like u think 2 girls holding hands in public is rubbing their sexuality in ur face you have no fucking idea what queer people go through on a daily basis shut the fuck up
so i was wearing this today
and it felt kinda familiar so i adjusted the shirt
put my hair down and accessorized
BOOM KIM POSSIBLE
OMG WHY IS THIS GETTING NOTES
because you actually look like a hella attractive accurate version of kim possible
I smoke weed everyday.
there’s at least one tiny hole in all of my clothes,
and I still have this middle school notion that
making out actually means you
like each other.
I stay up late thinking about what my creative writing teacher said in 11th grade;
that we have these thin tendons in our chest that basically
holds us completely together — nicknamed “heartstrings.”
And I stay up late thinking about how, when you kissed me along the coastline,
feels like you took a fucking box cutter to mine.
maybe I’ll grow up, stop smoking.
Get a job that requires more than 15 hours of labor a week,
stop shopping at stores that scan coupons
off of my iPhone.
Finally stop thinking about you.
And stop handing out
box cutters. Like the adult I should be.
it’s a kid’s show
i say to myself
as i watch my screen
only a kid’s show
as the tears roll down my face
just a kid’s show
JUST “KIDS’ SHOWS”.
Nothing really sad…
None of these kids’ shows ever fucking ripped out my heart…
…JUST FUCKING KIDS’ STUFF.